LITTLE TIN GODDESS

Ponder This...

2011-12-30T11:21:00.000-08:00

If your reason to want to work it out is that you still love this person, think about what self respect means. Get a little therapy. Take a little time. Think about how this person treated you by lying and cheating. Love is hard, and most of us at one time or another has loved the wrong person. But spending your life with a person that clearly does not love you back is a horrible thing to do to yourself. It's soul sickening.

Let's make this clear: You deserve to be loved. This person does not love you. No matter what they've said out of guilt or fear, they do not love you. Nuff said!

And you thought I was dead...

2011-11-23T11:39:00.000-08:00

Well think again...very much alive but then again slowly dying...life's a bitter pill to swallow..now stuck in my throat....leaving the most unimaginable bitter aftertaste. As for updates well it's been almost a year if I'm nt sorely mistaken...bt I haven't been inspired to update till now just because I feel there is so much left unsaid:(...feeling very tempted to start now...but still in the midst of my blocks which has been a total disaster to say the least...okay maybe I'm over-exaggerating but my nature renders me a perfectionist in that if I do something it has to be precise and meticulous..something I've been trying to fix about myself but am unable...see I like to take everything into detail...I get bothered easily by minute discrepencies therefore i have a habit of trying to 'fix'...but alas I've come to learn that not everything is worth salvation and to be honest it drives me insane! and.................I have strayed but yes...main point...I have my pharmacology exams tomorrow and nope I'm not even halfway done...so I will leave now but I shall return with more nonsense on how life is for me at least=)..TTFN!! XD

Read on if you give a shit.......

2010-03-01T07:41:00.000-08:00

Remind me again....why in the world do I have a blog....it's geting lame... also I found out that I have too many "old ppl" friends on fb...I noe it's dangerous...but I don't give a rat's ass...their accounts are virtually unused.....hmmm I wonder why???...looks like they have more of a life than we young ppl...SCARY SHIT!...but it still amuses me that some off them write their personal messages as shoutouts.....I hve to think twice b4 posting shoutouts....so back to the blog topic...I know it's been abandoned for a while now....I dunno I'm so lazy to post entries.....aiyah...as I'm speaking I'm running out of steam...where do those avid bloggers derive their energy from?? I wonder??...so anyone studing abroad?? are you bored to death??...here's a website with all the tv series...anime cartoon...and shizz....should keep u steady till you touch ground ...ciaozzz!
http://watch-series.com/

That's All I needed To Know

2009-09-25T05:18:00.000-07:00

This message is truly inspirational in my current predicament....Thank you Lord

On this day of your life, Sonia, we believe God wants you to know ... wealth does not come from your bank account, wealth comes from the depth of your heart.

What you really want is happiness. You might believe that a fat bank account will get you there, but that's false. Happy people are happy rich or poor, unhappy people are unhappy rich or poor. Money simply masks your real being by giving you activities to occupy your mind. Don't fool yourself, recession or not, your true wealth comes from your heart and is always only thereut that's false. Happy people are happy rich or poor, unhappy people are unhappy rich or poor. Money simply masks your real being by giving you activities to occupy your mind. Don't fool yourself, recession or not, your true wealth comes from your heart and is always only there.

A Clue????

2009-09-05T22:58:00.000-07:00

On facebook there's this application called "God wants you to know..." and what it does every day is send you a sort of inspirational message from God and it starts of "On this day of your life, Sonia, we believe God wants you to know...."...and I tought it's kinda cool and I need some sorta inspiration cause I feel really bummed out at the fact that I'm gonna leave my family next week and go off to India for medicine....and so I got this one today... could it be a clue??

"On this day of your life, Sonia, we believe God wants you to know... ... that work begins when you don't like what you are doing.
Little children can do the most amazing things with such joy and fun. You were little once too, and knew how to turn everything into a game. So, turn your work into a game, and you will find joy and satisfaction in it. What are some ways you can start being playful with work?"

sounds good to me....

Stop Overs

2009-08-23T20:14:00.000-07:00

This just in...I will be stopping over in Colombo, Sri Lanka for a day...and another stop over at Dubai before reaching Kuwait....and the same when coming back to Malaysia;)

Goodbye Malaysia for a week!

2009-08-23T18:02:00.000-07:00

Today I'm off to Kuwait for a week to get my dad's stuff sorted out...which means I won't be in Malaysia from the 23rd till the 31st...which means it's the second time I celebrate my b'day away from Malaysia, the first being my 1st b'day in Jordan...and now my 20th in Kuwait....yeah I know I'm old nt a teeneger anymore:(...but will be back just in time for my mom's and Malaysia's b'day!!!...If you wanna see me will be around from the 1st till 10th september then I'm off yet again to Indai but this time it will be for 6 months....ah oh well...gotta keep myself busy;)...Till then ta-ta!

~Blessed~

2009-08-19T09:08:00.000-07:00

I guess it was fate ..I was not meant to lose this phone just yet...you couldn't imagine my relief when I found it...I practically turned my house upside down just to find it ....took me three days but alas I found it...and that day was special;)

Why special...well some of you may believe some of you may not...but I always did being a Catholic...you see we believe in saints and each particular saint has his special gift to help us out...in this instance it would be St. Anthony who is known as the finder of lost things...my great grandmother had always told my grandmother ever since she was little that whenever she loses or misplaces something precious to pray to St. Anthony for help and this my grandmother taught my mom and my mom passed it onto me...and I can honestly say that none of my prayers have gone unanswered...every time I lose something this special prayer always helps me find it and in the most unlikely of all places...the places we probably searched a thousand times...but something always tells you to go check again...or maybe it just appears out of nowhere... literally!

My mom once told me that when she was younger that she had lost a fifty dollar note (mind you that was big money back in the time)...she looked all over and couldn't find it and she had been many places with the money so it could have fallen down anywhere...so as she was sitting in her porch all of a sudden there was this gust of wind and a piece of paper slapped her right across her face... low and behold it was the fifty dollar note!!...amaizing!...as for the phone I could swear that I looked in every possible place I could think off...then all of a sudden my uncle asked me too go check my room but I told him that I had already done it tonnes of times....but the phone was no where in sight..

He told me to do it anyway because he had a strong feeling that it was there...so I looked through my cupboard...cleared my bed...dressing table...you name it...but still no sight of the phone...but in my head I kept repeating the prayers to St. Anthony in hopes that it would show up...then as I was leaving the room my attention turned to the small laundry basket my mom keeps in the corner of my room where she stores the hangers and socks but I was thinking no way it could be in there I don't even touch it...but i checked anyway...and to my surprise as I lifted up a bunch of socks my hand phone fell right into the palm of my hand....my heart stopped!!!...I couldn't believe it...and the most special thing about that day is that it was the day we Catholics celebrated the feast of St. Anthony...I am so grateful that he answered my prayers yet again...but yes I did learn a valuable lesson about being a little more responsible with my stuff and where I put them;)...p/s : the pic above is of St. Anthony carrying little baby Jesus...too cute!! we have the same statue in church!!

Another one of those things I have to let go... I guess...

2009-08-17T08:55:00.000-07:00

I am so very upset today I searched the whole house and still could not find my phone...I accidentaly left it in the house before i went off to KL for a couple of days and when I got back it was gone just like that!...i try to call it but it always goes to my voicemail...I don't know if it's stolen or just lost somewhere in the house???...I hope I get it back because it was a present to me from my dad and one of my favourite one's too...I couldn't bear the tought of losing it!!!...Still keeping my fingers crossed..and hoping that I'd eventually find it:)

My Hero

2009-08-10T00:51:00.000-07:00

It has been two weeks since my dad has left me...I didn't have the strength to pen it down..but i have picked up enough courage to say it now..I swear life is not the same...a million things remind me of him...and if I have to express my grieve i do it by myself because I have to remain a "rock" for my mother, brother and uncle...it's not easy but it's a task that i would willingly undertake because I love these three more than life itself...at times I question why?...but then I believe God has he's plans and everything happens for a reason...I am spiritual and I believe in life after death so NO my dad is not truly gone...I am grateful for the time i had with my dad this past year...never have I had the chance to spend that much time with him...the most I got to spend him if ever before this was a month and yet I see him in everything...I know my dad would never want me to be sad and knowing that he is in a better place truly makes me happy...he has been a very good, kind and compassionate person on earth and will get his due reward in Heaven I believe...I was right there by his side right till the very end and the one thing I could remember was how peaceful he was as he gently passed on and I knew that at that moment he had abandoned all life's worries and troubles...one day I wish to have the same and I believe at that moment is when we will meet again:)

~A Little Message~

2009-07-15T21:47:00.000-07:00

For those of you who have viewed my recent status updates on facebook....you're probably puzzled as to why I'm in hospital...and just to clear the air...no I have not been admitted but rather my father has been for the past week!...I would not go into detail to explain the reasons but he is not doing to well and I have been staying over to take care of him and don't worry about me I am doing fine...at this time I would appreciate your prayers for my dad's speedy recovery..thank you very much=)

Tagged!!=)

2009-07-04T09:10:00.000-07:00

I have so many posts to complete but don't have the time haha....I started on this tag by Hannah and then got interrupted and totally forgot bout it...hehe...it's past midnight but yeah I' totally free..yay!...so here goes;)

1.Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed??
>> Geez I dunno...hmmm...how bout the hand...u noe in that prince charming style...wait nope...that's nt it...hickies?? too boring...well we'll just have to wait see;)

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
>> I can't even remember....oh yeah I probably did not want to...nigel was of to church camp so i had no one to irritate...and that makes me happy sooo I guess I was sad???

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?with Justina?
>> One of my dad's weird relatives came to visit and thought it would be fun to take a pic of me and my dad in which case he got really annoyed being camera shy and asked her to stop...haha

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
>>Not by choice

5.Will you ever donate blood?
>> Nope but I should I'm an O+...oh yeah the real good stuff=)

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
>> I wouldn't say best friend...just an acquaintance like any other all friends are special in their own way;)

7.Do you want someone to be dead?
>> Oh dear Lord NO!...I do hate but never sincerely wish they were dead!

8.What does your last text message say?
>> Can't remember it's been ages since I've seen my phone haha..

9.What are u thinking right now?
>> Right after mom falls asleep I'm gonna take over the tele and play "bully"...while greedily midnight snacking on Rocky...hehe

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
>> Yes!! Nigel please I'm bored!

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
>> Bout 3...like I normally do...well that counts as morning so no I didn't go to sleep last night..haha

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
>> Mydin...the Malaysian version of Tesco

13.Is someone on your mind right now?
>> Michael Jackson...:(

14.Who was the last person to text you?
>> Celcom reminding me to pay my bill

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
>>Anyone who comes across this tag...that is if you want to

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
>> Male duhhh...he's my dad what were you thinking?

17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be good?
>> Uhmmm I guess not?

18. What is no. 10 studying about?
>>He's studying...??...SPM...the most useless exam evcr...wish I could relieve him of his misery..

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
>> Yesterday

20. Is no. 4 single?
>> I won't lie yes...but I love it=)

21.Say something about no. 2.
>> She needs to get her sodding ass outta bed and do something with her life!

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
>>..HUH?

23.Describe no. 9.
>> A master plan that's still pending

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?
>> Too lazy to scroll up to see haha

25. Do you like no.8?
>> Yes I do sorry I don't spend much time with you:(

DONE!!!!

Innocence Lost

2009-06-13T20:20:00.000-07:00

The world is just so nasty isn't it..somehow people take pleasure in other people's misfortune...when someone living a seemingly perfect life takes a fall they go like.."huh!...there you go I told you they weren't perfect...hahaha...they have a sucky life...yay!! now I can rest in peace"...trust me growing up I've met a lot of idiots like these that just make me sick!! and I'm still meeting them along the way!....people are not all nice and sweet they have "evil"...feelings about you..just full of "the green-eyed monster"....

By now even if you don't watch the show Jon and kate plus 8...you'd have already heard of Jon and Kate Gosselin and the supposed "affair" that Jon had with some mindless fool...it's publicised for the world to see...every tiny bit of detail...I mean come on every family has problems and this one could have been dealt with by the couple in a more private and personal matter but the media pounced on them relentlessly bringing out accusations after accusations....and somehow although this whole problem was started by Jon they somehow managed to turn the story around and make Kate the "monster mom"..calling her money greedy and all sorts....I mean put the pieces together people if you had eight kids you need to have money to support them...duh!..they probably started the show to help them out financially because adjusting to a life with 8 little kids with income from only one spouse is not enough to cut it .

Now that the media has sort of succesfully torn this family to shreds....they just won't leave Kate and the kids alone...I mean hey leave her alone...if she wants to work and find money the best way she knows how for her kids....then just leave her to it....afterall her sodding hubby is probably out fehking( xcuse my language) his blow up bimbo...go mess with him instead....think of the kids what kind of life of life will they have being constantly hounded by the paps....should they even know what paps are I mean they're only 5!!! now that everybody is siiting back and enjoying the mess they've made by destroying this family have they evenntaken a second to think about the kids...mom and dad are living apart...why???...why are there sooo many people taking pics of us???...why do people stare at us like that???....now what have they done to deserve this??...why don't we see aunt Jodi and uncle Kevin anymore??? (oh and did I mention that even Kate's bro and sis-in-law are backstabbing her..because they don't get a fair share of money??...unbelievable)

It's just so sad I've been watching this kids grow for years and this is what it has come to because of nosey people who won't stay out of other ppls business???....all I can say is I feel bad for the kids...having to be in a broken home at such a tender age...just hope that everything gets better for them...fingers crossed...here are some pics in case you don't know them..sorry for overloadin but they're just so cute...I had to post tonnes;)

The kiddies:

The older twins Cara and Mady

Mady Kate Gosselin:

Cara Nicole Gosselin:

The Sextuplets;)

The boys:

Joel Kevin Gosselin:

Collin Thomas Gosselin:

Aaden Jonathan Gosselin:

The Girls:

Alexis Faith Gosselin:

Hannah Joy Gosselin:

Leah Hope Gosselin:

The Gosselin Family:

TTFN;)

~Keen eye for the right guy~

2009-06-11T08:28:00.000-07:00

I know this is sooo random but was just roughly browsing and came across this picture of Robert Plant's son Logan Plant

and the for some reason the first thing that crossed my mind was wow he looks like the ideal Prince of Persia...minus the curly hairdo (I think he gets that from he's dad..haha)

(you know that game rite?? anyways they're making it into a movie and it will be out next year)...I think he looks more like the prince instead of Jake Gyllenhaal.

..i guess I would make a better casting director..haha just a thought;)...ohh the things a bored mind can conjure up...till then TTFN;)

We come from the land of the ice and snow.....from the midnight sun where the hot springs blow..........

2009-06-06T01:02:00.000-07:00

Oklah...heh..I know I should be grateful and lucky for getting to go do medicine...but in India???...eh could be a better location...my cuz just gave me a heads up on the area...and I think it's gonna be pretty dull...ugh!...no malls??...no tv??...vegetarian food??...with the exception of fast food joints of course...( happy though that there is subway and they deliver food to your doorstep...and there is BACON!!)...but otherwise my cuz said that it was like eh...boring!...blah!.

See there was a small thingy that had to be done before I could get my visa...cause my dad paid the fees...so i had one last thing to do which was send this application form to IPT( idk wat it stands for I think Institut Pengajian Tinggi???...whatever)...bottom line I had to get it approved in order to go to India...if I didn't the college would refund the full amount and I get rejected...okay I know that this is bad but I kinda felt that I'd be indifferent regardless of the outcome..heheh...I thought if I get rejected I still had my options open and didn't have to go to India...but if I got it I feel great cause my future was all planned out and I at least know what I was gonna do with my life!...( heh...stupid rite??..I know I'm weird like that;).....so anyways I called them and guess what it was...................APPROVED...so yeah I didn't know how to feel...I'm happy but yet not over the moon happy...just eh happy..

Oh well so I'm soooo going to India this sept leaving the comforts of home and home cooked food and trading it for complete isolation and hardcore studying...but hey at least the outcome is good .....fingers crossed...oh yeah I forgot to mention that my approximate year of completion is 2015...most of my friends will be done by then...already working and settled down with a family...ugh oh well...all for the good of the people...we'll hve to see...i mite reconsider...

And you thought I was gonna just waste my free time...heck no!...you know how guitar hero is only meant for PS3...well I have a PS2 so I got one compatible for this console...and a pretty rocking V (fake) guitar..It's so cute along with it...OMG it's the coolest thing ...now I know why people love it sooo much..it's addictive...I can stop..and mind you it's not as easy as it looks...I currently a playing Guitar Hero..."Rock The 90's " which I love and "World Tour"

but of course I really wanna get "Legends of Rock"

....but I need to get a USB microphone for that which I can get...but I can't have the ultimate all time must have."Guitar Hero METALLICA"...because it only can be played on PS3...I hope they make one compatible for PS2...please God please!!!!!

or "Guitar hero Led Zeppelin"...ahhhhh dream!!!

....well I got some more to write...but am going to KL...yes KL!!!..so I gotta get packed...TTFN...peeple!!!!!

~This week in review~

2009-05-23T11:06:00.000-07:00

Ahhh...dissapointment...so sad cause adam didn't win...dunno why coz he was so awesome for the finale....haiz...I was soooo sure...I even got my cousins in America and Canada to vote and they were tuning in this Thursday...it was kinda like one of the best finale's I've ever seen on AI...can you imagine KISS was there...yeah lke Gene freakin Simmons and he's long tongue...Ace Frehley and he performed with them awesome...then he and Kris performed with Queen...and Adam totally owned but oklah he had the chops for that...he sounds a lot like the late Freddy Mercury and I think would make an uber cool replacement!!!

Well I also liked kris performance with Keith Urban(yum!)...was nice to...but country is not really my genre and stuff...yeah most of the peeps I know wanted Kris to win...including my dad...guess Adam's shrieking doesn't please all parties ...oh well:(

I was just browsing through Perez...and I found this pic of Matilda Ledger and guess wat??...check this out Omg the resemblance is uncanny!!!

Heath Ledger is not dead ya'll:)

Oh yeah my dad suprised me with an unecessary new car today...well he actually traded the second hand wira for a Gen 2...which is in "Hibiscus Tea colour"...like what???...pink lah!!!

Here are some pics

the interior;)

kinda sporty but very powerful and liteweight...easy to handle...well that's all...and btw in advance ....I liked to wish my sweet Hannah "A happy Happy B'day"...see in advance so I'm the first to wish you although your b'day is next tues...sorry hun I can't make it cause my dad's b'day is on the 25th....but am confirmed to be comin' up to KL next weekend!!!

Have a smashing weekend y'all..TTFN;)

Idol...Idol...Idol!....do you watch it??

2009-05-06T08:42:00.000-07:00

I've been watching american idol..since forever....and I've never been more pumped up to watch this show than I am now...okay everybody has they're favourite...for my mom it's Danny

Gokey...cause he looks like actor Robert Downey Jr....who my mom sooo adores!!

( btw...gokey is the one to the left...to the left...)

well she did like anoop desai at first...but now he's gone...awww...

Hannah banana...likes cutie Kris Allen...

but I absolutely love ADAM LAMBERT!!!...if he were to make an album I'd seriously buy it...well actually I'd download his songs cause I'm short on dough...and the economy well sucks so yeah!!........his voice amaizing...that whole rock and roll swagger...plus he rocks at motown and slow numbers too!!!...his voice is a little like...Robert plant...come Axl Rose-ish...Freddy Mercury!!!...a perfect mix!!!

Although he may be...ahemm...but hey freddy mercury was bisexual...and elton was gay!!!...but they're legends!! still don't believe me...well listen to these and compare him to the original!!! crazy amaizing!

Finally something...

2009-05-03T01:39:00.000-07:00

Hey all...sorry I never seem to be able to fill the blog with any stuff...not that I don't have anything I'm just lazy as usual....so since I'm sooo terribly bored today, I finally decided to get my lazy ass off the sofa and walk approximately 5 giant steps into the kitchen where the laptop is ( I know what your thinking not a good place for a laptop after my whole water incident) but my dad insists that it should be kept here for the convenience of others who wanna use MY broadband....so here I am giving' my phalanges due exercise...I wonder if I can still hold a pen straight?...geez

So well...firstly staying at home is not exactly easy peezy lemon squeezy...I gotta work as in do the dishes and other household chores...actually I don't mind it, just that currently there are three males(no offence) staying in the house so they leave a lot of mess around...and they hardly ever wash their dishes and stuff...well I'll xcuse my dad coz he's still not well...speaking of that...I am mostly helping my dad...and driving him around coz he's still too weak to drive and he had to get a couple of blood transfusions coz he's hemoglobin level s low...so I sometimes spend up to 6 hours in the hospital which is pretty cool but at times killer boring..honestly speaking I don't really like doctors..they're a little too stuck up and overrated...plus they charge too much for just consultations which really makes me wonder if they really love the profession or whether they're just in it for the money...I dunno bout local GP's...coz I was at the specialist centre so they were mostly specialists.....

Some of them are too greedy I think because they try to get as many patients as possible booked into one day that it's almost impossible to get through all of them...this doc told my dad to come at 8 in the morning and when we got there there were about another 20 odd patients waiting there turn...that they actually asked us to take a number!...like wtf?...then what's the main idea of making an appointment..I really felt bad for my dad...he was forced to get up early although he was really tired and he was scheduled for an endoscopy after the appointment so he had to starve from the day before...and by the time he got to us it was already 11...senseless??...don't they realize that they are treating the sick and not random people???....so while waiting I brought my dad for a walk around the hospital and went to check out my most fav place the NURSERY!!!....I love to see the newborns cause they're firstly so adorable and innocent some of them less than a couple of hours old...with no idea how shity, difficult and harsh the world is...I so envy them!

I have always wanted to get a job involving infants or little kids...so my options were to either be a kindie teacher, nurse or paediatrician...my dad disagreed with the first two...and he wanted me to be a doctor...I don't mind it but I dread the long hours and as I mentioned above I don't like em'...but I get to be around kiddies which I would love if I did specialize in paediatrics or maybe gynaecology anyway I applied to Manipal recently which makes sense coz the college is right in front of my house so I don't have to pay for lodging for the final three years...but for the first two years I'd be in India..at some place called Mangalore..now I don't know where that is but I guess it should be okay...it's only two years which is approximately the same amount of time I spent at Subang...at least I hope i done end up in anotha "my place " ...that would kill me seriously!!

So I got the interview letter last week which was a good thing coz the admin lady said that it meant that I was about 90% sure of getting a place but still needed the interview to confirm it though...and I was so sure that I was gonna screw it up because I'm not a good talker and I might reach a point where I might just run out of words and stare blankly at the interviewer which would be a total disaster...plus I am a total noob when it comes to interviews.....I was totally lucky that one of nigel's friend's mom was in charge of admissions and she gave me a couple of tips for the interview....basically I had to write an essay about myself in an hour...so I was thinking.....and realised that my life was pretty boring..coz i was not an athlete or scholar...plus I couldn't bullshit some random stuff caused if they asked me about it I wouldn't know what to say...so instead I rambled on and on about why i wanted to become a doctor...which turned out to be a good thing cause then they didn't have to ask me cause everything they needed to know was already in there....they asked pretty basic questions...about the family and what school I was from etc...etc..and a couple of questions based on what I wrote...

Then at the end one of em' sez "okay thank you Sonia...I can see you're very excited to go to India'...I was totally taken off guard and went..."ahhhh ya!"(not so enthusiastically...I mean after all it's India??) ...she smiled and said.."we'll send you the offer letter soon or I'll give you a call so you can come pick it up since you stay nearby".....me still in a daze answered.."yeah ahhh sure okay...thank you"..I dunno I must have said thank you 5 times!...and that was it...so I really am not sure what an "offer letter"..implies...I hope it's good! Oh well...whatever works for me am not picky:)

So yeah that's about all that's going on...I warned you that I was boring!!....and oh yeah I was listening to a little bit of Nirvana....in case you don't already know it's that 90's grunge band with Kurt Cobain..

and Dave Grohl who is now the front man of Foo fighters...with that famous song.."SMELLS LIKE TEEN SPIRIT"..ring a bell???...okie as you know Kurt blowed his head off years ago...okay that was a little harsh...I mean committed suicide because he was getting too famous...anyway we miss him dearly...but i just came across a little piece of him...he's daughter!!...and I can't believe how old she is!!! she's my bro's age!!..here are a few pics;)

as a baby with Kurt......

and her now on the cover of Harper's bazaar!!!

I'd say she got her looks from her dad and not from druggish looking mom courtney love (yishh!)...well okay she did clean up!

Whatever it is ...I can't believe she's cobain's little girl...that shows how fast time flies by...geez!

till the..TTFN:)

Footprints in the sand ;)

2009-04-14T05:29:00.000-07:00

One night I had a dream
I dreamed i was walking along the beach
with the Lord and across the sky flashed
scenes from my life.For each scene I
noticed two sets of footprints in the sand;
one belonged to me and the other
to the Lord.

When the last scene of my life flashed
before me, I looked back at the
footprints in the sand.I noticed that
many times along the path of my life,
there was only one set of footprints.I
also noticed that it happened to me at the
very lowest and saddest times in my life.
This really bothered me and I questioned
the Lord about it.

"Lord,you said that once I decided to
follow you, you would walk with me all
the way, but I have noticed that during
the most troublesome times in my life
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why in times when I
needed you most, you should leave me."

The Lord replied, "My precious precious
child, I love you and I would never,
never leave you during your times of
trial and suffering.

"When you saw only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you!:)

2009-03-14T09:39:00.000-07:00

Okay so check this out...will you be reading my lame blog in 2016??..well that is if it still exists haha..it's seven years from now so I will try;)...apparently according to some psychic dude from India whose apparently very accurate..he said that I'll be married at 27 to an engineer or IT analyst(eeww!)...of the same race (aiyah!! nt mat salleh..*sigh*) and same religion (yay!)...apparently he'll be a really goody hubby...and we'll hve 4 kids and very high chance that 2 of em' will be twins!!...okay that's for personal life...oh yeah and that I'll be very close friends with my brother....He also when on to say that I'd probably be a doctor or someone on a management level with my own business???...and that I won't be studying till February 2010...which means I have a whole year break due to some minor distractions and I'll finish with my studies at 26 (then get married at 27?? whoa that's fast!) ...and I will be going abroad (yaya!)...to my dad's side country( he doesn't speak english well so I had some lingo problems)...so I asked where's that...and he said your dad's not malaysian rite...and I was like yeah...so he said you'll be going somewhere around there...so does that mean England?? London perhaps?...I dunno I don't really like Europe but hey whatever...cool huh...that's all he can see for my future...I dunno whether i should believe this guy but he has been accurate on previous occasions with other people...

Okay now...enough with this whole future stuff...lets talk bout present...hmmm let see..umm oh yeah my dad will be here in M'sia next week after over a month in London so I'm super excited to see him...it's the same feeling I get everytime I find out that he's coming back since I ws a kiddie...I'd get all excited cause I probably didn't see him for over half a year....he normally doesn't like us to pick him up at the airport...so I'll wait anxiously at the door the whole day till I here the taxi at the gate then I'd burst out the door to see him and carry the bags in....and my dad has certain signature perfume that he wears ever since I knew him...I have never met anyone else with the same scent so when he arrives the whole house will smell like him ( well he sorta baths himself in that perfume nt less than 10 sprays)...and also when he leaves the house will smell like that for a couple of days....then the whole house will be in a mess because he'll unload he's bag all over the living room which drives my mom up the wall...plus each of us will get a new bottle of perfume ( it's real cheap in Dubai where he stops over for a few hours)...so far I've got britney spears for like 3 years( nt typically my fav) in a row now and my mom gets the jennifer lopez one's ( which smell real good!)and Nigel gets some weird guy's perfume which he also uses unnecesarily so it finishes fast...and a giant bag of chocolates...and not those sucky M'sian type kit kat's with 90% sugar...these one's have more milk so they are so super creamy that they melt in your mouth!!! and we won't be in the house for too long when he's around so were always out by 4.00 p.m hunting for some kuih stuff somewhere ( you see I get my sweet tooth from daddy:)...ahh...just of the many things I'm looking forward to when he comes...

Oh yeah but since my dad is not feeling well I'm gonna fetch him from the airport this time which means that I may be making a trip to KL.....I might also go a day earlier cause believe it or not I haven't collected...whch should have been done on the 20th but we've been so busy so I had no time to actually go up and get it...and Nigel's 10 day holiday just started so he may be coming along...so yes I'll be going back to Subang but I don't really know whether I can stick around...hopefully yes...I miss the place and my friends very much!!! ( keep in mind it was home to me for like a year and a half...)..but now I'm at home bumming around...which is kinda getting very boring...to entertain myself...I've started a new cross-stitch project...I've just finished an angel one for my mom

...and have just started a picture of a giant fairy princess which is really large so I'll take a month or so to complete it...yeah...and I hve been totally overdosing myself with old music...just because it sounds way more solid than today's music and some indie...music by tis artist Kimya Dawson which is so funny..cause I like how it doesn't make sense...but i love rock more than anything so I've been listening to loads of music from the beatles revolver and Abbey road album which is totally superb!!!

...some of Mott the Hoople and I absolutely love their song " all the young dudes" very old school..

and Metallica (okay you may think that this band are the favourite of mat rempits and taxi drivers...bt really it so much more...the guitar and drums are awesome...check out the double pedals and wah-wah on this one! I would strongly recommend "the black album" and "master of puppets album"...I LOVE IT!!) and if you do listen you'll find that the bass in master of puppets is more stronger than that in the black album because the bassist Cliff burton (the best i've ever known) was killed in an accident and replaced by a mediocre Jason Newsted...

and oh speaking of them my bro and he's friend are super fans and he showed me these two videos of them which were super funny ( disregard the guitarist briefly humping the amp..check out what happens to the guitar!!!and the other one is where their own bassist forgets the lyrics and pisses off the vocalist..) and one of this guy (yes it's a guy not a gal:) who can play the lead guitar for their song fade to black very well...just tought i share it with you and oh yeah sorry I kinda shifted stories quite abruptly coz I'm too lazy to write too many entries..... till then TTFN;)

Mama told me there'll be days like these:$

2009-02-23T23:08:00.000-08:00

Hello again...long time no blog..well actually malaslah hehe....things are nt looking very bright rite now..well firstly my dad's not well and has to undergo surgery for the removal of his stomach .I am very worried bout him but hey the one thing I know bout my dad is that he's a fighter and he has been through this before...so with God's help and constant prayer I know he'll get through this. My dad has opted not to have the surgery here but in London ...so he's there rite now and my mom will be leaving us tomorrow to be there with him:(..for a month which leaves me here alone with Nigel..I agreed to stay and look after my NASTY sibling for a month (oh wat joy!)..my mom's really worried bout him with his SPM comin up and all!...and plus we can't really afford 2 plane tickets to freakin London so it's best that my mom goes:)...

Seriously though I've come to appreciate all the things my mom has done to run the household coz trust me it ain't easy..I've got to get up early every morning to wake Nigel up...get down stairs make his breakfirst..give him his vitamins...send him off to school...then I have to decide what to cook for the day...which means I have to do the marketing (well actaully I'm gettin a lil' help from my mom's cuz in that department)..bt I have to decide how much and what to buy..veggies...chicken...fish....herbs...and I have to keep track of the grocery stuff that's finishing in the hse like eggs..milk...light soy sauce...dark soy sauce...blah blah blah ble blah blah...and then do the dishes...seperate the clothes for washing ...put em' to wash according to colour and type...dry em' fold em'( and mind you cleanaholic nigel goes through 3 pairs a day nt including school uniorm which has to be hand-washed and the clothes he wears to tuition...that's about 5 classes a week!)...then when he gets back make sure he eats his food and STUDIES!!!( I have to practically force him becouse he still thinks he's gonna be a rockstar kick ass guitarist someday so yeah..I DON'T NEED TO STUDY COZ I BET SLASH IS STUPID!...ahhh plz!!)...and then make sure he gets to bed early set his alarm clock ( although it's no use I still have to wake him up!)..and start all over the next day!...Okayyy now that I think bout it that's a lot of shizzz!

If that was not bad enough my stupid tooth started to ache...(okay well actually it's my fault I should have gone to the dentist months ago but didn't give a rat's ass)...well it all happened last year...you know the saying "an apple a day keeps the docter away!" well bullshit!...I bit into a freakin apple and it chipped my tooth...but it did't hurt so I didn't care...as months when on I think the hole got a bigger nad bigger until finally yesterday it literally STRUCK A NERVE....the pain was excrutiating!!! like somebody taking a knife and stabbing it through you gums!!...this time I absolutely had to check in with the doc!...my appointment was at 10 that's what the grumpy receptionist VERA DE SEQUIERA told me..( yeah i remembered her name coz she was my mom's old schoolmate who was shitty then as she is now!)...I had to wait a whole freakin hour before it was actually my turn to go!!! but somehow I was not scared at all although the sound of the drill echoed in my ear..I guess it was the amount of practice I had since primary always having to get my holes filled whenever those BRUTAL dentist paid a surprise visit in school...they would drill right to my gums!! (it feels like you're being given an electric shock everytime they do it!) but this was private so I reckon itcouldn't be that bad...

So when I finally got in and I should say that his room was astonishingly clean...so sanitised not a speck of dirt in sight...I even had to remove my shoes before getting in...and there it was the CHAIR!!!....bt an upgrade from the usual dentist chairs it was auto...felt like a massage chair...totally comfy!...I remember in school the dentist chair collapsed when one of the girls got on it haha!...and out of no where I heard a kind voice say "Good Morning Sonia are you scared??" and I was like "Nope!:)"...Dr. Nagen had that surgical mask on so I couldn't really make out his face...bt from what I could see it really resembled OBAMA haha...yeah no kidding!...unlike the other docs who dived right into my mouth he actually asked me what happened...so I explained and he laughed!!!(prob coz he thought it sounded too far-fetched)...so he put a lil' medicine to numb the area and took a look see...he sighed and said.."okay here's the thing..from what I see it's pretty deep so I'll giv you an injection to see whether it has reached your nerves but there is a good chance that it has..if not I'll just fill it up but if it has...."I interupted and said.." you'll extract it??"..then he clamly said " No, no...dear..we'll have to do a ROOT CANAL! because you're still young and that's a very important tooth!"...I gasped in horror!!

So unfortnately it turned out that yes I had to do a root canal!!...this I did not like because
#1: I heard it's very painful!

#2: It costs a bomb and all because of a apple...shizz!

anyway I agreed and the cost..well RM480!!...I paid for it though cause I didn't wanna trouble the folks...and so part 1 of 3 started today!..dude it felt like major surgery...there were like 4 helpers around him....one doing the suctioning and the others passing him tools..and VERA came along to watch coz she was such a kepoh and I could see her from the reflection making all sorts of faces as he drilled into my tooth...ughh what a wimp!...so first he said "I'm gonna give you an injection through the nerves to numb the area and it's gonna be painful but try not to move!"..and I was like "Okie"...bt I swear he was so fast I didn't feel a thing! he kept asking me..."does it hurt?...if it does just raise your hand"...but I seriously felt nothing and the whole thing went smoothly no PAIN at all!!...and before I knew it he was like okay you're done!...but he
did tell me I had to come back next week and the week after to follow up but the worst was over!...THANK GOD!! but really I was impressed...he gave me a couple of antibiotics and pain meds and that's it...I no longer fear the dentist!!;)..

So that was my day so far...nt looking forward to tomorrow coz i gotta send my mommy off...gonna miss her very much...one month is a long time...but I think Nigel is most sad...he doesn't wanna even talk bout it...guess coz he has never left my mom's side from the day he was born...poor him......well that's all for now...oh yeah and tomorrow is ash wednesday for us Catholics which starts the fasting season...so I think I'm gonna cut meat out of my died and go veggie...maybe we'll see gotta make some sacrifices;)...till then TTFN...

I've been tagged

2009-02-11T20:37:00.000-08:00

Tagged by Hannah Banana;)

Rules : Once you've been tagged you gotta write a note with 20 random things, fact ,habits and or goals about you. At the end choose 20 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you!

I made a new year's resolution to give up chocolate at LEAST for a year..but have yet to keep up to it till this very day...in fact I ate almost half a bar yesterday!!!

I have an acoustic and two electric guitars courtesy of my dad but am unable to play a C chord in tune because I have a little trouble developing callus on my fingers:( so it sounds a little muffled when I strum the guitar but hey I'm still learning!!!

Most people think (I mean considering my age and all) that I've actually reached grade 8 in classical piano...but I actually gave it up after grade 1 and enrolled myself in a course in which I learn to play it by ear without notes...and I have done so ever since.....

I'm ashamed of some of my family members attitudes ( I will not mention who) towards people less fortunate than themselves...labelling them as "survivors". This went against every thing I stand for and believe in!! I honestly thought that people like them only existed as bad examples in moral books and nothing more! Apparently not!

I can't sleep without a bolster and still sleep on my tummy...just like I did when I was a baby!

Most people do not believe that I'm the kinda girl who listens to heavy metal music as well as music from the 70's and 80's. I prefer them to most of today's musics genres...

When I was 10 I took a puff of my aunt's half lit cigarette bud and decided never to go down that path ever again...

I dislike carbonated drinks like coke or Pepsi because it feels like I'm swallowing acid for some reason!

I unconsciously start biting my nails whenever I'm nervous...especially when it gets closer to important examination dates...before I now it they're all gone!!

I have an obsession with flavoured lip balms...I have them in strawberry, peach, cherry ,butterscotch, milkshake, marshmallow, green tea and so on...

I previously wanted to become a gynaecologist or paediatrician because I love taking care of babies and toddlers and also because I feel that they are the most innocent of all humans:)

I love watching Jon and Kate plus 8 because it's amazing to see how they fit perfectly as a family despite having 8 small kids!!

I currently have 5 piercings..2 on each year and 1 on my nose and I plan to get more in the future...

I knew for a fact that my previous house was haunted because I used to see a shadowy figure lurking around my room at night but my mom told me that I was imagining it...only recently (after moving to the new house) she has admitted to having seen it too!!!

I find it very interesting to argue with atheist's because i like to see their reactions to death...they say they will cease to exist, so I say.."wait doesn't that scare you?"and they go all numb!

People find it very hard to believe that my dad works overseas and only visits twice a year!! but I never felt it because it has been this way ever since I was born!!

I have a car but have not actually driven it out anywhere although I have had my driving licence for over a year now because my mom worries that something will happen to me!

I personally cannot stand clutter and dirt (maybe it's just how my mom raised me...she herself is a cleanaholic!)

I punched a boy right in the face once and made him cry!! until this day he does not dare to come near me! hehe

I do not like to wear white or bright colours so almost half my closet is filled with black outfits!!

VICTIMS!!
Hannah
Chand
Cassie
Farah
Daim(i really want to tag you but you're too lazy to get a blog!!! so get one!!)

and anyone else lah...I don't have a particular list of twenty;)..It's cool if you dun wanna do it but it would be fun if u did!Rules: Once you've been tagged you gotta write a note with 20 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose

It waz my place....DO NOT make it yours!!!

2009-01-31T22:43:00.000-08:00

How would you describe my place residences???...grotesque? gross? nasty? icky? sick??...well in short all of that and much more...this piece of hell waz where i waz forced 2 stay for a year and a half when completing my A levels in Subang...sorry i didn't post this earlier thnx 2 d min0r mishap I had with my laptop bt as promised here it is....these are d original pics I took wit my phone...

If ur wonderin? yes it's tap water and yes it's flowing into the washing machine along with all sorts of sludge....and when we drained it into the drain even the cockroaches scurried out of drain...I think we had ourselves a pretty solid reason as to why our clothes remained unwashed for weeks! ummm... we did complain along with d rest of my place's residents bt as expected nothing was done about it....fyi the bath water is just as dirty and plus it has this foul sort of either rusty or putrid smell depending on how dirty the water is...

This one is the bathroom area with some kind of mould growing on the sink and under d soap dish and u obviously would nt wanna hang ur towel on that rusty bar! disgusting!!

Haha..yes the trash....don't get me wrong it's nt that we deliberately make a mess...i've tried my best to make it more cleaner...even bought a freakin dustbin on my own expense bt sumhow it juz seems to pile up...well actually we pay them to clean the hse and take out the trash every week...bt since there waz too much trash I would occasionally take it and throw it out myself...bt let me tell u it waz nt pretty...once as I waz carrying the trash out I felt like there waz sum ants crawling up my hands....when I looked down I saw.....MAGGOTS!!!....owh gross!!!. I waz half way thru the living room so I couldn't juz drop the trash down so I started squashing those icky things coz I didn't want them gettin into my clothes...the second time I waz takin out the trash wit cassie nt realising that sum1 threw a half open bottle of coke into the bin so as we carried it out coke spilt all over the living room floor which made it sticky after we wiped it off....lucky for us we wore home slippers...God knows wat germs would get into our feet otherwise!!!

This waz my room (Thank God!!)...and check it out when they were fixing the fan they didn't really take good measurements did they???....this waz a real scary experience for me...when I first came in I had no idea that this waz so...and while unpacking I opened the top cupboard without offing the fan(luckily the speed waz on low)...n KABOONG!!!!!....my first instinct waz to run out of the room in fear that the fan might fall onto me which it didn't phewww! close call!.....bt it waz totally bent out of shape so I waz forced to get a new one fixed!!!....this waz nt the first time that this has happened....a girl who waz previously in the room got into the same mess and had to replace the fan...I waz thinking since it was those 'my place' idiots who fixed the new fans twice...why couldn't they do something about the placement of the fan or maybe actually warn us of the danger when they were giving us the "grand" tour of the apartment??? .....maybe they got some kind of cheap trill from watchin' students make the same mistakes again and again...ughh SADISTS!!!....as for the light it never got fixed until I waz finally leaving the apartment although I followed their stupid procedure of filling out a complaint form months ago!.....I swear I never wanna have to step foot into that apartment ever again! EVER!

It has been mths now and haven't refunded my deposit of RM1,290....so my mom called up the office to give them a piece of her mind!!!....they were like " oh...ahh wait ahhh let me check...oh okay ah miss....we juz send to u the check lo". ...I think if my mom didn't inquire the cheque would have never arrived in the first place...so PLEASE ...I URGE YOU! if ur plannin 2 study at Taylor's....DO NOT and I repeat DO NOT stay at MY PLACE!!....TTFN;)

Oh Well...

2009-01-26T02:37:00.000-08:00

A-levels is such a rip off I swear...I should have done a more easier course like the Canadian pre-u or Australian matriculation where u don't have to put all ur eggs in one basket and hope that u ace ur finals...hmmm maybe i waz brain-washed from school in to thinkin' that exams are the only way to go since coursework and mini tests did not count for your final grade....arghhh damn u Malaysian schools and ur lousy system!!...I think back and really I should have juz put up with all that coursework and stuff so that my finals did nt account for 100% of my grades!!

Well wats done is done!!! jeez man when i started this course i waz an optimistic and bright-eyed 17 year old...now i'm a disgruntled 19 year old well almost 20!!!! I'm old dude!!!.....it robbed two years of my life!!!! well not all regrets there I made some lovely friends along the way who went thru the same shit that I went thru but i guessed whatever we went thru did make us a little stronger and a hell of a lot more cautious about our decisions in life!!

See for those of y'all who don't already know there are two parts to the A-level examinations...first is the AS exams which I did earlier last year which accounts for 50% of the final grade and second is the A2 exams which i did later last year which is the remaining 50% of the grades and all this done over a span of one and a half years in Malaysia....when people in other countries do it in two years!! which I think is pretty unfair because it gives them an extra 6 months to prepare for their A2 which is generally much tougher than AS exams....and it is silly because i started in July 07' and my AS waz in May thru June 08' this gave us roughly about 11 months to study for our AS exams which I think waz more than enough time.....however it only gave us about 4 months to study for our A2 which mind u waz a billion times more harder what more wit us re cooperating from the exhaustion of having done one major exam....simply ludicrous!!!!

As for my AS results.... I got an A for each Chemistry, Biology and Math and a B for my Thinking Skills which waz enough for any sane human to be overjoyed with...bt somehow I wasn't to thrilled...it only added to the stress of the A2 exams cause now I had to figure a way in which to maintain those stupid results in just 4 months!!! and let me tell u it waz pure torture....bt i never have high expectations so when i finally got my final grades last week I waz thrilled to say the least ...I scored an A for bio (haha in ur face miss Charmaine...she's my bio t'cher whom i absolutely hate for her childish behaviour...anime fetish and violent mood swings...boy wat a psycho!! and she prob hates me as well and gave me an E for my trials!!)..and a B for Math and Chem which means I dropped a grade for each but it waz expected coz the papers were hard....wat is the rip off u ask?? well the fact that other countries in Europe get an easier version of the paper which makes it whole lot easier for them to maintain they're A grade and way more difficult for us Asians for some reason...anyway I'm happy bt I feel bad for some of my friends who really needed that A to get into top universities with ridiculous entry requirements.

As for my future I've given up on the prospect of doing medicine....not because my results were not good enough or anything cause there are always loopholes...bt for the simple fact that it waz gonna take way too long and it's actually a life changing decision concerning my future so I thought long and hard weighing the pros and cons of the profession and finally came to a conclusion in which I figured that medicine is not the way to go for me....so I'm actually considering biomedical science in Canada...or sumthin else to do with science....money does nt really drive me because I value job satisfaction more....prob I always wanted to become doctor becoz i thought it was always a safer profession but I now choose to take the road less travelled and see what life has in store for me....oh well it can't all be that bad rite??....till then TTFN;)

You have to wonder...

2009-01-18T19:17:00.000-08:00

For sure we already know the widely popularised song "viva la vida" by coldplay taken of their album of the same title...bt did u ever think that they would ever be filed for copyright infringement??....Recently world renowned guitarist Joe Satriani did so claiming that the song includes "substantial original portions" of the Satriani song "If I Could Fly" from his 2004 album "Is there love in space"

.......Satriani......

If you don't already know Satriani is well-known as a kick ass guitarist who trained some of todays guitar prodigies such as Steve Vai (bottom) and Kirk Hammett of Metallica(top).....but wow he has the guts to sue coldplay...haha good luck buddy...

Here are the videos of the songs....you be the judge.... for me does it sound exactly the same??..well nope juz the chorus I think bt still sumthin 2 ponder upon..... and fyi it took me so freakin long 2 figure out hw 2 put these videos in becoz i'm so nt tech savvy....so tada!! here it is and I'll give myself a lil' pat on the back for effort;)

"If I could Fly" by Joe Satriani

"viva la vida" by Coldplay

Okaylah!....I think that's about all I can think of for now... today is prob gonna be shity...coz I have to attend another one of those 3 hour IELTS workshops and at midnight I'm gonna find that I really have no future...so yeah it pretty much sucks to be me rite about now bt hey don't let my pessimistic ways dampen ur sunshiny day...and pls smile always there's nothing uglier than a sourpuss;)TTFN ....oh and u would prob notice that there is a long stretch of empty space after this post...well juz so you know I dunno why it's there...dunno how to get rid of it and basically gave up in trying...hehe...

We all gotta bounce...

2009-01-15T04:58:00.000-08:00

I'm sooo very sad 2day...my dad is leavin for kuwait 2moro after a whole 6 weeks wit me...I tried 2 persuade him 2 stay although i knew it waz impossible since he's already gt the ticket and all....I juz noe d hse is gonna be so quiet once he's gone...nobody there 2 wake me up early in the mornin' wit breakfast ready downstairs...no more crazy suprises or sudden trips 2 kl or trips in the evening 2 look for fresh fish....no more fresh supply of fruits although the ciku's he gave me 2day had a few worms in it...well we both ate it n i feel fine so far...(well of course i threw the rest of it away the moment i noticed the worms in it!...yucks!)....hehe I waz so engrossed in American Idol so I waz almost halfway thru when my mom noticed them wiggling in the fruit!

Oh ya if u watched 2 u would have seen JASON CASTRO(omg he's sooo cute)...can't say much 4 he's bro tho bt they've both gt talent;)...As 4 me I'll be leavin 4 kl on sunday coz my dad made me go for the IELTS classes from monday to thurs...I dun mind as long as I can meet up wit Chand and gang:)...I miss u guyz i hope u guyz r still around!!!....As 4 Nigel he's finally goin bak 2 skool afta a 4 day vacation...courtesy of the measles(God I hope I dun get it)...Anyway dats all for nw....TTFN;)...sorry my blogs r very short coz my mom grubles dat spend 2 much time on the com......

My baby is back!!!

2008-12-31T00:14:00.000-08:00

I've got my laptop back...YAY!....sorry juz gotta announce it to the world coz I tot I'll never see it ever again!.....
The repair only cost RM60...YAY ME!...I can finally start the year on a more positive note;)

H20 Blows!

2008-12-22T22:37:00.000-08:00

I am sooo very clumsy!!!...arghhh i despise myself!..u would nt believe wat i did!...ok i'll juz spill it out!...wait i did all over my laptop!!!!...

As i was carrying my cup of water i tripped on my own foot (yes my own foot can u imagine dat!) and spilled the water all over my keyboard!...yikes!...ummm...think quick sonia! shut it down...i ran to gt a hairdryer to dry it off...my dad waz in the toilet...so all I heard him say waz..."shut it down"..."short circuit"...and "corrosion".....i couldn't make out the rest of wat he waz saying...well obviously i waz freakin out!

After drying as much water off as possible...I switched it back on keepin my fingers crossed the whole time...to my horror 50% of the keys were busted!..if I didn't dry it in time i could have lost the mouse or the whole laptop all together!!

My dad waz sooo pissed..."ur such a clumsy girl...i leave u juz 4 one minute and look at the mess u've done!!...i told u water is the greatest enemy of electronics...it could have short-circuited...blah..blah...blah"..spoken like a true engineer..(bluekk:P no offence)..ummm yeah as for those comments i so effortlessly made about how lame engineering or any stuff to do with physics waz..hehe i take it back well for now;)

So where is the laptop u ask??...my dad sent it for service....so it'll take a couple of weeks before i see it again:(...well i did learn a valuable lesson on safety involving electrical devices....at least i have the new laptop...which has absolutely nothin' in it!...oh well i should be at least thankful that i have a new one for my christmas present(it waz absolutely unecessary at first bt of course nw it isn't)...bt i still prefer my older one it has been with me for almost two years now....and i'm nt about 2 let it go just yet...well TTFN:)

so who am I anywayz??

2008-12-17T08:41:00.000-08:00

#1:I'm a girl..

#2:I'm from a small town called
malacca..or "melaka" 4 tha locals

#3:I'm pretty short..say bout 5'4"

#4:can't stand "teeny bopper" shows and
music..eg:"high school musical/camp
rock?..i mean come on!

#5:can't sit in 1 place 4 too long..

#6:most important ppl in my life is
God,my family and faithful friends

#7:work better under pressure

#8:do nt know where i'd be without
music

#9:love cross stitch

#10:don't like veggie..yucks..bt will
eat salads.occasionaly

#11:am a germaphobic..can't stand dirt!

#12:think that celebrities do nt
deserve the amt of money that they
earn while the "average joe"
strives for minimal wage

#13:would most prob be a hippie if i
were a 70's teen

#14:despise rich ppl who waste money on
branded stuff which looks terrible
on them and throw uneccesary lavish
parties!
#15:support equality for all

#16:do not believe in starving oneself
to get skinny

#17:believe that if ur a nasty person
u'll get wat u deserve and i'm pretty certain
it ain't gonna be pleasant

#18:still enjoy 80's music

#19:still watch "the bold and the
beautiful"

#20:believe that money won't buy you
love and happiness

#21:realize that i'm not perfect..
bt am grateful 4 wat God has given
me:)

#22:do nt like to sleep in the dark..

#23:believe in ghosts and aliens..=_+

#24: am closer to my brother

#25:do nt like anime or manga..also
happy tree friends

#26:do nt like ppl who act like they know
you but really don't

#27:wish that war of any sort would end

#28:would give my mom the world if I
could

#29:can go on and on but will nt reach
a definite conclusion......

#30:will stop now before i bore you to
death;)

ATM SCAM

2008-12-15T18:11:00.000-08:00

Recently...while shopping with my mom, as expected I ran short of dough..well no prob haha juz stick my card in d magic machine that spews out money on command...better known as "atm"...it never fails me EVER dat is until...

It sucks my card in and shuts down!!!...SHIT ...it ate my card!!!...there waz no way of gettin it out..suddenly it re-opens and resumes it's function as normal!!!!...the nerve!
Oh man!! dat waz it I stared in disbelief..then started cussin' da machine like crazy!! *sighed* coz my card waz obviously gone:(

The nxt man used the machine and got his card and money...and so did the nxt lady...and so on...urgggh why me...haven't i lost my card one 2 many times already???

The nxt day I went 2 the main office 2 report it and they told me dat there waz sumthin wrong wit my card.."impossible" I said...it's brand new...they refuse 2 admit that it waz a freakin gliche' in the system...and insisted i pay 2 get a new one...at first i refused bt they went on 2 say dat if i didn't pay 2 get a new one it'll take em' 2 weeks 2 send my card by post...it waz then when i realised this waz one of the bank's stupid money making scheme...and of all ppl i fell victim 2 it!!

The only good thing wa dat i gt a new prettier looking debit card...bt it doesn't change the fact thati'm still pissed!!!!

Intro..Intro

2008-12-13T03:01:00.000-08:00

Okay..this is sooo pathetic...nt a single blog..and i have officially been on vacation for wat like a mth now!...basically...this blog is 2 update frens on wats goin on in my oh so "interesting" life...nt like i dissapeared of the face of the earth or sumthin haha...yup dats about it 4 nw...goin 2 kl soon so better get my stuff together b4 my mom yells..
I do promise 2 update this blog wit posts evry nw and then...with sum interesting stuff...may seem rare...coz I'm pretty lame..at least dats wat evry1 else sez:)...