Ponder This...

If your reason to want to work it out is that you still love this person, think about what self respect means. Get a little therapy. Take a little time. Think about how this person treated you by lying and cheating. Love is hard, and most of us at one time or another has loved the wrong person. But spending your life with a person that clearly does not love you back is a horrible thing to do to yourself. It's soul sickening.

Let's make this clear: You deserve to be loved. This person does not love you. No matter what they've said out of guilt or fear, they do not love you. Nuff said!

And you thought I was dead...

Well think again...very much alive but then again slowly dying...life's a bitter pill to swallow..now stuck in my throat....leaving the most unimaginable bitter aftertaste. As for updates well it's been almost a year if I'm nt sorely mistaken...bt I haven't been inspired to update till now just because I feel there is so much left unsaid:(...feeling very tempted to start now...but still in the midst of my blocks which has been a total disaster to say the least...okay maybe I'm over-exaggerating but my nature renders me a perfectionist in that if I do something it has to be precise and meticulous..something I've been trying to fix about myself but am unable...see I like to take everything into detail...I get bothered easily by minute discrepencies therefore i have a habit of trying to 'fix'...but alas I've come to learn that not everything is worth salvation and to be honest it drives me insane! and.................I have strayed but yes...main point...I have my pharmacology exams tomorrow and nope I'm not even halfway done...so I will leave now but I shall return with more nonsense on how life is for me at least=)..TTFN!! XD

Read on if you give a shit.......

Remind me again....why in the world do I have a blog....it's geting lame... also I found out that I have too many "old ppl" friends on fb...I noe it's dangerous...but I don't give a rat's ass...their accounts are virtually unused.....hmmm I wonder why???...looks like they have more of a life than we young ppl...SCARY SHIT!...but it still amuses me that some off them write their personal messages as shoutouts.....I hve to think twice b4 posting shoutouts....so back to the blog topic...I know it's been abandoned for a while now....I dunno I'm so lazy to post entries.....aiyah...as I'm speaking I'm running out of steam...where do those avid bloggers derive their energy from?? I wonder??...so anyone studing abroad?? are you bored to death??...here's a website with all the tv series...anime cartoon...and shizz....should keep u steady till you touch ground ...ciaozzz!
http://watch-series.com/

That's All I needed To Know

This message is truly inspirational in my current predicament....Thank you Lord

On this day of your life, Sonia, we believe God wants you to know ... wealth does not come from your bank account, wealth comes from the depth of your heart.

What you really want is happiness. You might believe that a fat bank account will get you there, but that's false. Happy people are happy rich or poor, unhappy people are unhappy rich or poor. Money simply masks your real being by giving you activities to occupy your mind. Don't fool yourself, recession or not, your true wealth comes from your heart and is always only thereut that's false. Happy people are happy rich or poor, unhappy people are unhappy rich or poor. Money simply masks your real being by giving you activities to occupy your mind. Don't fool yourself, recession or not, your true wealth comes from your heart and is always only there.

A Clue????

On facebook there's this application called "God wants you to know..." and what it does every day is send you a sort of inspirational message from God and it starts of "On this day of your life, Sonia, we believe God wants you to know...."...and I tought it's kinda cool and I need some sorta inspiration cause I feel really bummed out at the fact that I'm gonna leave my family next week and go off to India for medicine....and so I got this one today... could it be a clue??


"On this day of your life, Sonia, we believe God wants you to know... ... that work begins when you don't like what you are doing.
Little children can do the most amazing things with such joy and fun. You were little once too, and knew how to turn everything into a game. So, turn your work into a game, and you will find joy and satisfaction in it. What are some ways you can start being playful with work?"

sounds good to me....

Stop Overs

This just in...I will be stopping over in Colombo, Sri Lanka for a day...and another stop over at Dubai before reaching Kuwait....and the same when coming back to Malaysia;)

Goodbye Malaysia for a week!

Today I'm off to Kuwait for a week to get my dad's stuff sorted out...which means I won't be in Malaysia from the 23rd till the 31st...which means it's the second time I celebrate my b'day away from Malaysia, the first being my 1st b'day in Jordan...and now my 20th in Kuwait....yeah I know I'm old nt a teeneger anymore:(...but will be back just in time for my mom's and Malaysia's b'day!!!...If you wanna see me will be around from the 1st till 10th september then I'm off yet again to Indai but this time it will be for 6 months....ah oh well...gotta keep myself busy;)...Till then ta-ta!