And you thought I was dead...

Well think again...very much alive but then again slowly dying...life's a bitter pill to swallow..now stuck in my throat....leaving the most unimaginable bitter aftertaste. As for updates well it's been almost a year if I'm nt sorely mistaken...bt I haven't been inspired to update till now just because I feel there is so much left unsaid:(...feeling very tempted to start now...but still in the midst of my blocks which has been a total disaster to say the least...okay maybe I'm over-exaggerating but my nature renders me a perfectionist in that if I do something it has to be precise and meticulous..something I've been trying to fix about myself but am unable...see I like to take everything into detail...I get bothered easily by minute discrepencies therefore i have a habit of trying to 'fix'...but alas I've come to learn that not everything is worth salvation and to be honest it drives me insane! and.................I have strayed but yes...main point...I have my pharmacology exams tomorrow and nope I'm not even halfway done...so I will leave now but I shall return with more nonsense on how life is for me at least=)..TTFN!! XD

Read on if you give a shit.......

Remind me again....why in the world do I have a blog....it's geting lame... also I found out that I have too many "old ppl" friends on fb...I noe it's dangerous...but I don't give a rat's ass...their accounts are virtually unused.....hmmm I wonder why???...looks like they have more of a life than we young ppl...SCARY SHIT!...but it still amuses me that some off them write their personal messages as shoutouts.....I hve to think twice b4 posting shoutouts....so back to the blog topic...I know it's been abandoned for a while now....I dunno I'm so lazy to post entries.....aiyah...as I'm speaking I'm running out of steam...where do those avid bloggers derive their energy from?? I wonder??...so anyone studing abroad?? are you bored to death??...here's a website with all the tv series...anime cartoon...and shizz....should keep u steady till you touch ground ...ciaozzz!
http://watch-series.com/

That's All I needed To Know

This message is truly inspirational in my current predicament....Thank you Lord

On this day of your life, Sonia, we believe God wants you to know ... wealth does not come from your bank account, wealth comes from the depth of your heart.

What you really want is happiness. You might believe that a fat bank account will get you there, but that's false. Happy people are happy rich or poor, unhappy people are unhappy rich or poor. Money simply masks your real being by giving you activities to occupy your mind. Don't fool yourself, recession or not, your true wealth comes from your heart and is always only thereut that's false. Happy people are happy rich or poor, unhappy people are unhappy rich or poor. Money simply masks your real being by giving you activities to occupy your mind. Don't fool yourself, recession or not, your true wealth comes from your heart and is always only there.

A Clue????

On facebook there's this application called "God wants you to know..." and what it does every day is send you a sort of inspirational message from God and it starts of "On this day of your life, Sonia, we believe God wants you to know...."...and I tought it's kinda cool and I need some sorta inspiration cause I feel really bummed out at the fact that I'm gonna leave my family next week and go off to India for medicine....and so I got this one today... could it be a clue??


"On this day of your life, Sonia, we believe God wants you to know... ... that work begins when you don't like what you are doing.
Little children can do the most amazing things with such joy and fun. You were little once too, and knew how to turn everything into a game. So, turn your work into a game, and you will find joy and satisfaction in it. What are some ways you can start being playful with work?"

sounds good to me....

Stop Overs

This just in...I will be stopping over in Colombo, Sri Lanka for a day...and another stop over at Dubai before reaching Kuwait....and the same when coming back to Malaysia;)

Goodbye Malaysia for a week!

Today I'm off to Kuwait for a week to get my dad's stuff sorted out...which means I won't be in Malaysia from the 23rd till the 31st...which means it's the second time I celebrate my b'day away from Malaysia, the first being my 1st b'day in Jordan...and now my 20th in Kuwait....yeah I know I'm old nt a teeneger anymore:(...but will be back just in time for my mom's and Malaysia's b'day!!!...If you wanna see me will be around from the 1st till 10th september then I'm off yet again to Indai but this time it will be for 6 months....ah oh well...gotta keep myself busy;)...Till then ta-ta!

~Blessed~

I guess it was fate ..I was not meant to lose this phone just yet...you couldn't imagine my relief when I found it...I practically turned my house upside down just to find it ....took me three days but alas I found it...and that day was special;)

Why special...well some of you may believe some of you may not...but I always did being a Catholic...you see we believe in saints and each particular saint has his special gift to help us out...in this instance it would be St. Anthony who is known as the finder of lost things...my great grandmother had always told my grandmother ever since she was little that whenever she loses or misplaces something precious to pray to St. Anthony for help and this my grandmother taught my mom and my mom passed it onto me...and I can honestly say that none of my prayers have gone unanswered...every time I lose something this special prayer always helps me find it and in the most unlikely of all places...the places we probably searched a thousand times...but something always tells you to go check again...or maybe it just appears out of nowhere... literally!

My mom once told me that when she was younger that she had lost a fifty dollar note (mind you that was big money back in the time)...she looked all over and couldn't find it and she had been many places with the money so it could have fallen down anywhere...so as she was sitting in her porch all of a sudden there was this gust of wind and a piece of paper slapped her right across her face... low and behold it was the fifty dollar note!!...amaizing!...as for the phone I could swear that I looked in every possible place I could think off...then all of a sudden my uncle asked me too go check my room but I told him that I had already done it tonnes of times....but the phone was no where in sight..

He told me to do it anyway because he had a strong feeling that it was there...so I looked through my cupboard...cleared my bed...dressing table...you name it...but still no sight of the phone...but in my head I kept repeating the prayers to St. Anthony in hopes that it would show up...then as I was leaving the room my attention turned to the small laundry basket my mom keeps in the corner of my room where she stores the hangers and socks but I was thinking no way it could be in there I don't even touch it...but i checked anyway...and to my surprise as I lifted up a bunch of socks my hand phone fell right into the palm of my hand....my heart stopped!!!...I couldn't believe it...and the most special thing about that day is that it was the day we Catholics celebrated the feast of St. Anthony...I am so grateful that he answered my prayers yet again...but yes I did learn a valuable lesson about being a little more responsible with my stuff and where I put them;)...p/s : the pic above is of St. Anthony carrying little baby Jesus...too cute!! we have the same statue in church!!